Its been a near 2 mths stop of posting.
been a crazy 2 months....
heavy schedules...
no time for anything...
only time is night time when most ppl are sleeping.
everyday having 4 to 5 hrs of sleep...
This few days i have a crazy thought
and i nearly ruin my life if i have done it..
Crazy enough i need two days to shit out the thought.
Its a moment of craziness.
Just when i revert my right state of mind
i got a slap in my face
But im telling myself right now
everything is on track
as long as i dont go side ways
everything will be fine
Everyone is putting high hopes on me
Stress is draining in every sec of my life
With this, i always have thoughts that
if i failed, i owe them a lot...
but in fact the truth is...
i let myself down....
Its a new month.
things will always get better...