Ever think of whats the most important thing in your life?
I thought of it...
And i realised
I shouldnt be feeling negative
becos of some factors
that i dont even think its important.
Should i live life via importance?
So i wont be feeling negative
due to some unimportant aspects?
Like Army?
haha... again...
IT affects my life tremendously
Is it that i see it too serious?
Maybe.
It drains my freedom
my time
everything
Shorten my patience.
Fear of getting my weekends burnt
All this negative results
Are those actually linked with army?
Or is it i just think too much?
I reali dun kw..
Sometimes, i also dun kw wat im toking
about
simply cos what i think of what i wan
to write
I just write
ACtually, i dun understand what
im toking abt now.
But i m trying hard to understand
what i m writing
The thing is
i hope i can learn to see negative
unimportant factors as NOTHING
How?
My important factors of life are
money
family
grandparents
friends and
last but not least
my partner.
Without all these...
Im nothing.
Should Army aka pollution
disrupt my life?
Should i react negatively
or should i just fuck it?
I just hope god can give me
another brain
A brain that can segregate(typo)
negative and positive events
swee swee
So i wont become a mixture
cos i want to be a pure element
Me myself...
AS Earth cant prevent pollution
so i cant prevent "pollution"
EArthlings is doing acts
that is helping Earth
Vice versa
So what am i going to do
To eventually neutralise
pollution in thinking?
so hard...
But if i reali tell myself
i can do it..
but how...
Trying......
wish me luck...
Later.................