Weekend burnt.
Off like no off
what is this?
welfare?
When?
Where?
Its like suddenly,
my whole life is being
controlled totally
My soul is so lost
I cant control what im doing
Everything is set and
all i can do is to follow
I cant plan anything
If i do
those plans are bound to
be failed again
How to have a high morale
in that place?
Im trying so hard to like the place
but time and time again
i failed becos of failure to realise
my plans everytime when im forced to
cancel my plan due to
unforesee circumstances
the unforesee circumstances
have reach to the limit of everyone's
nerves.
Why?
why make life so difficult for us?
We have our own family
own life
own dreams
own goals
Because of some minor problems
The word "charged"
the word "confined"
the word "Extras"
Start to fly everywhere
Its just when
it will be your turn to get it
How?
how to overcome this?
I want to love my role
i want to like my role
but how one gona like a gal
when the gal keep slapping one
on the face?
the only motivation i can have
is to think and visual
the things and love ones i have
my parents
my siblings
my grandparents
my gal
my friends
all these to perk me up a little
Will all these punishments good
for us for the long run?
will this kind of environment
do us any good?
The only goal i can plan now
is to get through everyday
with peace......
No longer any long term goals
can appear in my mind
Cos i find it no point planning when
someone is controlling my life
I must stay strong mentally
And i mean
I MUST...
Get my soul back in my control...