Going for a quick one...

Events happening to me.

14th of july - My zhu went to china wif mum. (not going to see her for 3 weeks)
14th of july - i got guard duty to today morning.
22nd of july - Got to go field camp(another 2 weeks confinement)

Dun feel like comment anything now. Sianess mood up to 80% now. Still thinking what to buy and what to do. haix... damn tired. Guard duty for 12 hours for 2 shifts of 2 hours each. meaning i only sleep for less than 4 hours. but now i dun feel like sleeping cos i sleep, its just waste time.

Anyway. I got another confinement week for this coming week till 29th of july cos of field camp. I dun feel stress anymore. I onli know im undermorale already. everyday my morale sinks deeper and deeper. Think mainly cos of the confinement weeks.

The guard duty is a sian 1. Starting was a scary one cos i cant see anything 5m away from me. but as i walk and walk i feel nthn aleady especially the shift from 2am to 4am. I was like slow march wif my partner all the way.. zzzzz

Finally find a time to sit at this cosy chair which i never think so before i went into army.

i also dun kw what to say now. Just have to wait till 29th if july den book out for the very 1st time after 3 weeks of not seeing my zhu face to face.

WAiting...............