The answer to this topic for me is I dont know. What is the point of living in this world? What is the point for you to do the things you are doing now? What exactly you want to be in this world. What exactly you wished to do but you are unable to accomplish.

Deep inside you, your soul knows it. I cant find my pure soul. Its contaminated with all the negative remarks and happenings which occurs in this century. Media, Entertainment, Money, Family, Friends and many more, had caused us to think and act differently from our real soul's perception.

People will always count their negative problems more than their blessings. To think about it, I had more positive moments than negative moments. Im sure of that. Its dosent means that you have to be very happy to be meant positive moments. Simple things call blessings for example, you are now reading my blog, you have air-con blowing at your face, you learn something from my blog that you actually knew. I dig it from your soul and make you reflect. You are staying at your home and home is a place I call blessing. However, do not compare your life or rather your blessings with others. For this, it will change you soul's perceptions. Your soul is the most honest and purest answer to your heart and mind. No one will understand you more than yourself.

This is a very good form of exercise your emotions by deep soul searching. You will never know what you really want unless you really find some time getting down and get yourself free from all the contaminations by writing out the contaminations you actually think it is and read it to yourself or share with your love ones.

That is why I love to write. It helps me erase all those contaminations. While Im updating this post, im feeling better though im sick. I feel better because I let my soul take charge of things. Of course, Its temporary. Everything is temporary, remember that. Do it when you feel down. Your soul will not go astray.

The world makes us feel differently, we are becoming a slave of the world without knowing it. We feel we are controlling the world. The fact is, who is the one actually controlling? The answer is "The world".

We all know we faced stress in studies, work. The ultimate aim is to survive. Have we really thought about it? Is this what you want to do in order to survive? Most people will say no. For some reason, some may say yes. For me is a definite no. If I say I want to become a professional song writer in the future, I will say I do not have the courage to face it. I will dream of it. I m currently not working on it simply, I do not have the courage.

For many of you my dear friends who have dreams like me, might face the same problems as me. Lets work together, face it and fight the demons in our soul to conquer them, to succeed and achieve our dreams. One phrase to remember everyday, "Resistance is the first step to change"

Seeing's believing? I will say this phrase need some amendments.
My way of saying is

"Seeing's believing, but feeling's the truth."

You can comment I am wrong but let me ask you one question. In your life time, you will bound to see your love ones doing or saying something that might actually hurts you. When one day, you see your love ones doing something that is considered undesirable right in front of you, you will immediately think the negative because you see what you see and you believe it. The real way of seeing things is seeing things from your soul. I don’t think I need to elaborate any further. I believe you guys will know what im trying to convey here.

Next, Anger, You might be feeling terrible now because your close friend just said something or done something to you which angered you. Try to understand this phrase

"You cant hold a man down without staying down with him"

Can see what I wanted to convey? Alright before I try to explain, let me say something first. You can be angry with him, but try to remind yourself, you are double the injury now. If you let the matter goes and you go on your life. Anger is under control and you might actually throw it out of your mind. Forgive and forget, a lot of us know this.


Come to explain that phrase.

Is it a good feeling to see your arch enemies around? You will start to feel uneasy. You want to avoid him/her. You will curse and swear him/her. You thought of revenge. What is the point? You are just making yourself feeling more terrible and doubling the injury that hurt you. Why revenge? Even you got to revenge him in your way you want it. In the end, ask yourself, do you actually feel happy about it? No you don’t. You will actually feel a huge within your soul.

So much to say, before I end,

A phrase I like

Its only with the heart that one can see rightly what is essential is invisible to the eye.

Someone saved my life(Thursday)

Jowin yesterday saved my life. I dont know why. We were talking about our driving lessons and were crossing the road at the same time. Suddenly a lot of cars honk us. I was dumbstruck and rooted to the ground when I saw several oncoming cars driving towards me. My buddy pulled my hand and I was awakened by his action and we run across the road. We can still laughed at the end of the road.

I don't know what I am thinking about at that moment. I guess Im not alert most of the time. But this is not the first time I was saved by people already in this kind of situation.
Maybe I would have dead by then.

In another incident, I was saved by the bus driver himself. If he didn't brake, I might just die just on the spot which is just below my flat. When he braked, I still don't know what happened and I looked at him and continued walked past the road.