Sunday

Ok its been awhile.. i haven blog. hmm... Getting lazier and just ya... im just plain lazy... This week never go grandma home. Coz.. this morning nid to go CC and claim my $1k busary award. Its my first time getting this kind of thing. Ya so kind of well... ya... dun kw how to describe.

A lot of kids there... primary sch... secondary sch... and some my age ppl... JC... and some other plain clothes ppl there like me. nthn to say much also.. go up the stage and take the cheque.. shake hands... bye bye... oh ya saw my neighbour huishi there also... chio bu leh... :D

Well... Phil is getting emo tonight.. See the Charity show a lot of thoughts. haix... just feel my life is so much better. But well.. Humans are just like this. They nv get enuff.. Thats y the world changed. Even the stunts the celebs did. they just get boring as the times went by. Life is just like this.

You see the "yan xi" at mrt and buses.. the fake xplosion la..i no braincells to think of the english word. You see how singaporean react to it? Some even says its a hassle. Singaporean do not have the sense of emergency. Singaporean r just living too comfortable already. SAF and other defence... please just face the fact. You wont be able to defend sg. And one thing, SAF is just plain "for show" Singapore is just a small dot. What 3G army... pls dun make me laugh. Such a small dot nid 3G army? PPL other country come place an atomic bomb all gone liao. still 3G? pls la... dun waste money on this senseless things. Y not use the money to help those cancer patients, rather than having so many charity show wifout success for most of the time. instead of having celebs crying.. weeping... begging ppl to call and call and call... and i haf to go for army check up 2ml.. ok i must thank em for giving me a working day off.. ya rgt.. shut up phil..

Its true that... there are still kind hearted sgreans like me.. around. I believe most of us are. But when come to charity show. Who will actualli make the effort to pick up the phone and call 1900 ......?? most of us are just sitting relaxing at our cozy sofa and watch the show throughout. Maybe might just call once or twice. but... i reali dun find the sense by having charity show. Isnt celebs rich? Maybe not. But why they chose to do stunts and not giving $$$? y make the show so grand? and spend so much stupid money just to make it like so grand. Its charity. CHARITY!!! Its all about heart. Its heart... not image... still say will cut cost on the organising. pls...

I also too believe in sg. theres too much ppl to help. thers no end to this help. Too bad. Its human nature that most of us are too self centered. most of us will think more on ourselves than others. Its true... dun say u r not.. maybe u r not.. i dun kw... maybe in certain situation... we will not put ourselves in the peak. but anyway.... i dun kw what im saying now... i just blar out of my mind.

okay shant say those bad things anymore... cos i can use the tv for my ps2 liao.. so get to play my games liao.. so gona stop here... signed off... irritating phil...