I wrote this post during attachment as usual. Its damn fucking boring. Its time to do some soul searching. This post is supposed to make me know myself better by asking myself questions. Sound stupid but it’s a way to reflect somehow. As I type and think, I reflect. It sounds like Im a superstar actually being interviewed too. LOL

What Movie?

Comedy? Horror? Gore? Cartoon? (depends) I guess these are the categories that I love to watch. Of course, I dont really mind watching any kind of movies unless it really turns me off like the "memoirs of the geisha". Dont ask me why. Maybe I dont like the actress, and other movies that are related to purely romance. One time, I watched a romance movie with a gal, "love actually". Oh man, its very weird. I dont know why. I just prefer something that can make me laugh rather than make me "Oh so sad... oh so nice..." Recent horror movie watched would be "The Descent". Thats 1 month ago. Final Destination 3 will be next. Die also want to watch.

What Song?

Emotional songs. Songs that can really drive people's emotions. Be it high, be it sad. Dont used to like rock or rather ya... happy rock... as someone told me before. When you are listening to a particular song, you must be able to frown when you are listening. FEEL yourself in that song. Frown doesnt mean that you are feeling terrible. In fact you are enjoying the song. Thats how I appreciate music. Music prevent "Lao ren chi dai zheng"

What colour?

Black and white. No bright colors. Bright colors make me look like a young boy. Brown, Grey, Dark purple, etc. I prefer warm colour.

What dress code?

Casual in short. I just love to wear Polo T with 3/4 pants and pair of shoes/slippers when going out. Its always convenient to move around when wearing 3/4 pants and polo t shirt. Singapore is just plain too hot to wear fancifully.

What food?

Not picky. Anything edible. Beside Squids/Sotong/Octopus/Cuttlefish. Anyway I just had Old Chang Kee's fried squids yesterday for lunch. Its not I dont dare to eat. I dont like. I dont mind eating. Mum and granny's cooking will always be the best food in the world. Hopefully my cooking will be as good as them in future. So my future wife and kids dont need to starve and dont need to consume too much msg.



What pet?

Dont really want to have one. I rather have kids. If the future "she" wants, I don't mind. After all, its her who is going to take of it, not me.


What car?

My dream car? A lot in fact. Take it as if I got a lot of cash to spend. Why not say "Im rich"? I dont like the word "rich". I condemn all "rich" and "wealthy" people. Their attitude simply sucks and they just have a fucking attitude. Its human nature, when you get rich at a point of your life, you want to be treated differently and wanted more respect. And thus, you treat people differently. Just give me any car; I will appreciate it very much except Hyundai. Thanks for the knowledge that the car is designed to evaporate petrol. Also, any family sports car will do, its good for the family, friends etc. It makes you look like a family guy or gal when you on the driver seat. Its better than you drive a sports car without a roof, a risk that you might actually land on your head first instead of the car roof.

Which handphone?

I like simple things. Nokia suits me best. User friendly. The phone must be big. Big phone always suits a guy better. I still feel my Nokia 6600 is the best phone. Its a phone that actually starts the trend. Though its not 3G. Asked yourself, how badly you need 3G?

Its a redundant aspect in life. My Nokia 6600 can take unlimited time video, pictures, SMS, MMS, able to call friends, support MP3, WMA, WAV sound files. What more do I need? Is like I modified it till its so near perfect that I dont wish to change.


What dreams?

Its good to have big dreams. When you conquered it, you will feel great. On the other hand, the more success you are, more health problems will find you. 1 job you should actually be avoiding, Doctor. Sounds big, you die earlier too. My dream is simple, writing songs for singers. Of course now I have to learn from the basic for the tune part. I only have the sensitivity in lyrics more. I haven been get myself going behind this dream since sec 5 until now I believed. I used to have this vision for future, finding a lifetime partner who is able to play music well. Combine my sensitivity of lyrics to come out with beautiful songs for the world. But I guess this will only appear in my dreams. Simply its a full stop in waiting for someone who actually can step into that position 1 month ago.

Single or Attach?

Attach preferably. More responsible make me more mature. I will be more focus in doing things. Thats why I look so kiddie now. Happy go lucky. Lack of responsibilities.

What girl turns you off?

Too many to list down I guess. Something unpleasant I guess. A girl who smoke. A girl having a tattoo. Ah Lian / punk-sters in short. If a girl doesnt present herself well. Quiet girl.

What girl turns you on?

Filial. Simple and clean. Crappy. Fast in thinking and reaction. Able to make me speechless after I crap.

What aspects in a marriage/relationship?

Five Cs. Chemistry, Commitment, Communication, Comfortable and Controlling.
We need Chemistry to be together
We need both Commitments to last.
We need good Communication to understand each other better and minimised quarrels.
We need to feel Comfortable whenever together whenever and wherever we are.
We are able to Control situations well and handle things if one of us is not around.

So its always near impossible to find someone so perfect in your eyes and someone who think you are so perfect in her eyes at the same time. Currently, I m actually blinded by a girl, from what I believe, Im definitely not her type. On the other hand she is surely about 75% like my ideal kind of girl. haha

Freedom / Freedom-less?

Im willing to compromise. Different girls need different company. Some need more freedom. Some need more company. I would love a balance. Of course, first priority will be her.

Jealousy?

Jealousy came into the picture in two reasons. One, the trust/foundation is not there. Two, just to show his/her love for him/her. I used to get jealous easily. But now, after seeing and hearing all kind of stories from friends, I know. As long as the heart stays true, there isnt a need to be jealous. In fact I believe now I dont know how to be jealous anymore. If you see her acting very intimidate with a guy. Its alright what. They are not kissing lips to lips anyway.

Which Dating place?

Depends on the mood and what kind of girl she is. This is something I longed to do, I would love to shop groceries with her and maybe go either house to cook a light meal. I just find it sweet. Watch a movie could be a nice choice too. Singapore is too boring. Gaze the stars together. Crap together. Get serious together. Loiter around. Slack around. Spending time together is the most important thing. Where as the meaning of the activities did will be all from your heart. I wont be bored as long as shes with me.

Which honeymoon place?

Nothing in mind actually. I believe no matter how hellacious the place is, as long as both heart goes as one, the place will appeared to be heavenly. Since I never ride a plane before, maybe my virgin plane trip will give to her? Ha-ha.

Which kind of living environment?

Simple. I like simple and unique things. People love to live in condos, semi-detached and others big living environment. I mean, you are just one human, is there a need to live in condo under a senseless security that makes you feel like you are living in a high class prison with a gigantic bath tub in the middle?

Or a semi detached or anything bigger? Who is going to clean the whole house which looks like the fairy tale castle? Hired a maid? Oh please, can you be more independent? I just feel its quite pathetic how some people look at things. "Oh they have a maid at home, they're rich." Imagine its your own house and you cant even managed to handle yourself to prove your wealth. Of course, maid is needed in certain circumstances but hired them at your own risk. Watch news for further knowledge on how maids create problems for their master. Its always good to ask helps from relatives than hired a maid. A HDB flat will be more than good.


What role in 10 years time?

Father? LOL. I just hope I can settle down quickly. As soon as 25 I believe. Partly, I hope my granny and grandpa are able to carry their eldest grandson's child in their arms. It will be a very magical picture of my life if it really happens. They are getting 70 soon. Im just scared that one day... hai.

I guess its about all. I cant think of any questions anymore, simply because its 12pm now which mean lunch time.