Okay today early morning, I saw two very young kiddies in the same train as me. They are so cute. I think they just learnt how to walk. They walked like penguin, so unsteady. They looked as though they are going to fall anytime. One of them, the mother is holding her little hands as they waited for the door to open. After the door opened, the little girl gets into a ready position and jump over the gap between the platform and the train. She's so cute.

The other one is a little boy. Look a bit mischievous but still carries an innocent look on his tired face. Though the train is crowded, he is still rubbing his puny body against his mother. Its so "yang orh". I don't know what that English word is.

For those who love kids or babies like me, I believe they will feel that kids and babies will brightened up the day. The innocent eyes, small little built, which look as much as like those soft toys in the toys department. Kids' voices are so pure. Though they do make tantrums and cried as much as they like.

It's not irritating when they are crying. When they cried, I will feel, "oh poor thing..."
I will feel like hold them in my arms and carry them around the park or somewhere serene. Whenever I feel down or a bit out of mood, sometimes looking at how kids or babies react to situations can be quite enjoying.

I don't know why I like kids so much. Of course there are some kids who are just plainly notorious, like my young cousin who is studying in primary one this year. Though at times I feel like slamming him on the wall because he is just plain irritating. Anyway its just a joke. I'm not so violent and psycho. He is irritating in a way that he likes to disturb people, just like me. I don't mind he disturbs me. He likes to disturb me while I'm playing my PS2. Blocking me, making stupid faces in front of me, smile devilishly in front of me. When I die in game, he is the happiest. Then I get so fed up and I will chase him around my grandma's living room. In the end, he always ends up behind my aunt and makes stupid faces to me.

Isn't he cute? He is irritating in a cute way, just like me. Please shut up Phil. Well, being a kid or baby is so carefree and happy. That cousin of mine, okay, in the past his elder sister is another one who loves to bug me. Whenever she sees me, she will "Shuyang gor gor!!" and started to run towards me and hug me. That time I hate kids, hate them totally. She scared me off that time, whenever I see her; I will stay as far from her as possible.

As she grows up, she started to distant me. Good news? But I started to feel to love kids from that moment on. I don't know why but well. I also love to see my cousin sleep. "Yao Lan" you guys should know. The thing which goes up and down and the baby lie inside it. Seeing them from awake to sleep is another enjoyable thing I like to do.



I love to see them playing toys too. They are just so imaginative and funny just like me in the past. It's true. Guess what I played with when I was young? I played with emptied toilet rolls, Clothes peckers, bamboo sticks which hang clothes. Can you actually imagine that?

I love my Mercedes (some kiddie car, not electronically. Its like two peddles inside the car) and I can drive around my grandma's home living room. My grandma's living room is just like my grand prix. I always play with myself. So poor thing, well, memories...

There is a dark secret I always keep. I might as well say here, I played with toys until secondary 3. You believe it? I actually get my first pc when I was in secondary 5. I'm so innocent until sec 5. So much of childhood memories and kiddos and babies, guess I shall list down the bad habits I have to reflect myself, ya credit to qi again for inspire me to write this.

Habits & Characters that I considered bad

1) I simply lazy at times, its not scheduled on when I'm going to be lazy
2) I don't like to sleep early and tends to wake up early
3) I'm so girlish. Can't I be more Man? LOL. 30% boyish 70% girlish for goodness sake.
4) I can get to the extreme(noisy and quiet)
5) If I can't get along with that person, I wont bothered to say hi to him/her.
6) I don't look around the surroundings when I'm alone, so if I ever walked pass you without saying hi, you will know why.
7) I fart, dig nose and burp at home, LOL, its normal what. I dont feel shy saying this.
8) I frown most of the time, that's why I look fierce. I'm an angel in disguise under a devil in short.
9) I love to sleep in the afternoon.
10) I'm emotional. How to be cold blooded? I just can't.
11) I drool when I sleep. How to control it actually? Maybe Cos I love to sleep with my back facing the ceiling.
12) I dont like to wipe the dinning table after meal. I have a phobia of touching the dinning cloth. I do it when I have no choice.
13) The only food I hate, Sotong, cuttlefish and squid. Sotong and squid are so rubber. Cuttlefish is so smelly.
14) I think stuffs into deep details at times though I considered myself as an optimistic person now. (I must change) But think another way also good what, I can read people's mind and body language.
15) I like to irritate people of my choice. I'm out just for entertainment, some people dun like though. So I only irritate those who will response positively and who will irritate me back.

16) I like freedom in relationship nowadays. Used to be the other way round.

17) I fall in love easily. The main reason i guess is, i dont wana miss a chance that I might actually regret it for life without a try. Most singapore girls are nice. Yes its true.

18) Tends to scold vulgar a lot whenever im pissed.

19) I'm too "anything". Tends to get advantage without knowing it at times. Too innocent? maybe. LOL.

20) Bad tempered i supposed. This is submited by my dad. thx dad. lol...

I can't think of anymore. If you know something about me that I never mentioned above, TAG me... I want to know, I'm very open minded. Shall end here, Its lunch time!! Lalala... i update this during attachment.