❥Monday, December 19, 2005,12/19/2005 08:31:00 AM
❥A Brand New Day Is Always A Brand New Start
Monday 2nd post
Today Im extremely super disappointed wif myself... i dun kw how i drive today. I dead car 3 times.. 2 times nearly accident... WTF!!!! past 5 lessons im sooooo steady.... even instructor say i can drive liao... but wat the fuck happen today... i dun kw y i cant focus... its very ez to drive at amk road... and this stupid car in front of me... nv signal tat he wana turn left... and he suddenly brake and turn left... and this may cause my life and the instructor life... knn... if i nv brake earli... or the instructor nv brake earli.... i think i wont get my 20th birthday liao...
Another incident worst... this fucking car think he is acting in initial D or what... He slide into my lane just like tat sia... knn... nv signal some more... im not driving slow ok.. 60km/h is the speed limit. and im driving around 55 like tat.. Im not slow ok... this car very zai rgt.. Toyota very big r... My lesson car is much better than his lor.. Honda ok... cb... he just nearli cut in sia... his car boot nearli scratch my side. See i got "L" plate can bully me r... i remember his car plate... dun let me c his car in parking lot sia.. huh...Toyota corolla... big shit?
Maybe im partly to blame for not focus better... argh!!! fed up... such ez stuff i just blown it like tat... i confirm going to ocbc for attachment liao. @ raffles place.. 600 per month... 9am to 630pm monday to friday.. wats worst? saturday... 9am to 1pm!!!!!!!!! sian!!!... must go back during weekends.. so ppl tells me 600 bucks... high? NO its not!!! the food there is not cheap... transport there and back is around 3 bucks per day... 1 week is 18 bucks. 1 month is 72 bucks. Eat per day meal take it as 3.5 per day. 3.5X6=21 bucks 1 week. 1 month 21X 4=84. 600-(84+72)=444. So its high? No its not. this is the least i can count.
444 is die die die... unlucky... so...Im planning to forgo eating at those places. I bring home food there lor.. sandwiches is gd what. so at least i can save up to 500+/- per month and not 400+/-. i just wana save for the future. I just dun wan to burden my parents financial. Im not torturing myself. Im saving intelligently. LOL.. as if.... aiya i wont die aniway.. give my stomach a little hardship.. train myself for not so glutton where i am in FYPJ. I rather spend money on the 1 i love den on myself.. To:PMDST.. go figure out who she is... LOL.
1 hr and 5 mins left of teens life... be it.. im not longer young... living 2 decades on this land liao... how many more to go? i dun kw... sian... birthday is just a normal day to me.. i never celebrate it.
Happi birthday to me.. Happi... oh shut up.. dun clown... wait for television to play games.. nitez my frends.... Feel so better after ranting out... lalalala.....
Monday
WAh sian!!! sick again!!! y flu... y fever again?? aiyo.... 13 hours and 30 mins left of my teenage life, cant god let me enjoy this period of time? haix. today haf driving lessons again... now dun kw how to survive until tat time. die die also must go 1 lor... 67++ for a lesson leh... liew... 2ml haf to stay back for last min rush for the presentation on wednesday. If no sick r... sure finish by 2ml 6pm 1... now haf to stay on... haha... blame myself for too slack ba... lalala..
yest sleep for 7 hours still now yet recover... taken flu and panadols tablets now feel like sleeping. ARGH!!! wake up!!! now waiting for roy to come and start the ball rolling. later 2pm got briefing for the attachment.... den will confirm the venue and the pay!!!! my frend say will either at tampines or Raffles place... wah.. of cos tampines la... so near my home... i can sleep longer... if raffles place den everyday 6 am must wake up liao.. if not earlier... zzZZz...
Now brain a bit floating here and there... haha... sian... ok roy is here and time to do work! bye...