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❥Monday, November 21, 2005,11/21/2005 10:33:00 AM
❥A Brand New Day Is Always A Brand New Start

Time to think


When my buddy asked me to accompany me to go takashimaya to buy present for her sista. i got a bad feeling abt it. I knew it... i suddenly remembered she work at taka... so i decided to bio her lor... but i dun kw where she work ma.. so i decided to sms her and ask... in the end i get a reply tat i reali dun wish to see.... "yes erh u r?" at that moment i decided to give up le.. it just reali make me demoralised to the negative 100% point.


Maybe its time to think... the other way... god give me this opoortunity to give up on her... i know i haven tell her tat i like her. but i guess its kind of obvious she is trying to avoid me. From the words in her sms tell me everything. Shes is either bz working or just simply telling me to give up. Thou my buddy told me not to give up easily... i know... i m too tired to think and think and think. i just nid a break from all GALS stuff.. its just plain wasting of my time.


Its hard to know how a gal realli feels. I cant ask her directly, i cant be too direct. Too direct, scared her off... Finding topics to tok abt. Its always you start the ball rolling. you nv find her... she will nv find u.... it always you to look her up. Its very tiring... whatever it is.. she and i are not meant to be. She like someone. I just hope they can be together and hopefully the lucky chap knows how to appreciate and cherish someone who deserve better than that.


Whatever it is... the emotions cells of phil is dead. he needs time to rebuild those patience cells, thinking cells, caring cells, kind cells, love cells...... just shut the hell up. watever it is... im very tired mentally... i cant blame anyone. but myself... blame myself for Zi zhuo duo qing.... blame myself for born emotional... blame myself for making myself like this. Blame myself for the current outcome. with this.... i just hope the lucky chap... can treat her good and hope she find her true happiness too... and hopefully... i can 4get abt this "3 months story" soon...









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Gathering Wedding songs playlist


1)Tonight I celebrate my love for you - Peabo Bryson ***
2)Always - Alantic Starr ***
3)I do Cherish you - 98 degrees ***
4)From this moment on- Shain Twain (dont know how to spell) ***
5)So Beautiful - Chris De Burgh ***
6)Forever in love - A1 ***
7)Forver in love - Kenny G ***
8)The Moment - Kenny G ***
9)Faithfully- Journey
10)My Valentine- Martina McBride ***
11)Power of Love- Celine Dion
12)I Cross My Heart- George Strait
13)That's the way it is - Celine Dion (Recommended From Hon wei, thx)
14)On this Day - David Pomeranz ***
15)Born for you - David Pomeranz ***
16)Till death do us apart - White Lion
17)Now and Forever - Richard Marx
18)From here to Eternity - Michael Peterson
19)Continuing..Keep the list going...

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