❥Friday, August 26, 2005,8/26/2005 05:56:00 PM
❥A Brand New Day Is Always A Brand New Start
Today i saw somthing "special"
Dear.... so long nv visit u le... me recently no life.... nthn special to write so nv come in lor..
Friday suppose to be a relax day for everyone... All weekend mood... but here me sitting here with complexed mood. suppose to be very tired after 1 full day of boring sch stuff.. and come home haf a super bath and dinner and lala land... but reach home suddenly full of thoughts...
Suppose to think abt sch work. yet to be done.. exams coming.... blar... boring.... haix... but good thing is that i had catch up wif most of friends' lives... recently got contact some of em ba... at sch got see some old friends also.. A simple hi means a lot.... aniway...
B4 reaching home i saw some1 "special"... i shd say... from the moment i wok down the overhead bridge stairs to the bus stop after sch... i saw this.... " someone" whom caught my attention instantly.. dun kw i find this some1 special... so the bus came.. and so lucky tat tat someone board the same bus as me.
as the bus rolls on... its crowded as usual... no seats available. so i stand lor..(fei hua) den finally found a seat... so i sit down lor... and when i lift up head straight... tat "someone" was standing in front of me.. not very near... few seats away lor... den i was looking at tat "someone" along the way.... sian lor.. suddenly this aunty head so big.. come and sit in front and block my view...
wat the...
nvm ba... i fell into sleep soon.... i suddenly woke up 1 stop b4 my stop.. the "someone" still in the bus.... i so happi sia... means she lives near me... woot... wah reali she alighted the same stop as me... haix.. wanted to like say a simple hi to her 1... but sounds kinda stupid.... some more shes listening to mp3 also...
A lot of ppl sia.. i dun dare to like approach her.. so i just follow behind lor... quite a few metres away... follow ppl home like very bad hor... but my intentions is to make friends wif her ma.. but ... well... i dun kw ... i wok and wok.. and she haven reach her destination.... zzzzz
i wok until 1 place.. i tot i lost her sia... sian... den i quickly run.. and secretly bio and see the other side of the road... and ther she was... HENG R!.... whaha... den i walk one side of the hdb.. she wok the other side... of cos she wont know tat i m following her...
i use my intution to see where she might go.. and i try to take another path to prevent her seeing me.. haix... i walk past 1 childcare center den i saw her opening the letter box... so i pretend to look inside the child care.. but when i look towards her direction.. she look at me sia!.... shit!.... spotted? or wat? haix sian... make me suddenly lost wat im doing.. but i calmy walk to another direction without looking at her... but i got see which lift she got in... so after 5 secs.. i wok back to see which floor she live... wahah... 15th flr... so high sia.. but maybe she will give me the wrong idea by pressing the wrong flr... watever... haix...
Am i stupid? or crazy? or BIAN TAI?? haix.... watever... i just want to make friends wif her.. just find her special... wah think abt it... i nv do this kind of thing for nearly 6 years... the last time was wif my friend in sec 3... tat time play play 1 la.. haha... this time i feel shes quite special... living 10 blocks away from me... sounds near but quite far actualli....
ahh.... shes so sweet.... those typical... guai guai gal.. not nerd of cos... wearing red thin rimmed specs.. long pony tail hair... a bit of dyed brown hair... 163 of height i guess... average size.. wear green t shirt.. and 1 jeans... and 1 big bag... ahhh ....her bag so cute... at the bus tat moment.. she suddenly make those"du du" lips.... ahhhh.... omg... so cute.... haha... me crazy le... for wat i feel... shes not those "acting" type ba... unless her acting skills good until i cant recognise lor.. wahha...
wah phil... a lot of description hor... wahha.... haix... live so far sia.. if 2 or 3 blk away from my blk i may b able to anticipate wat time she go sch and end sch sia... from the path she wok home.. blar... just wana say a simple hi to her or watever... i think i might scared her off la.. cos of my"monster" face... lol....
ahh... so cute.... my heart melt liao.... actualli her this kind of gal.. kinda common.. but she got tat x factor tat captured my attention and mind... so long nv haf this kind of feeling.. sooo... sleepy now... ahahah...
"dream god" please give me a dream abt her tonght!!! pls... haha... ahh so sweet... ^_^