❥Monday, August 15, 2005,8/15/2005 01:52:00 AM
❥A Brand New Day Is Always A Brand New Start
Haiz cant sleeep
dun kw y cant sleep... decided to come in to tok to my dear.... my buddy jowin ask me to read his unofficial gf blog.... feel so happi for him.... his moment finally came.... he finally found sm1 true to his heart... after 4 years plus........ i feel so warmth for him... i haf confident in this relationship of his now... cos i know the gal will be trueful towards him.. of cos.. my bro(jowin) 2 will be very faithful towards her.... waha....
he gave his virgin roses to her wor.... its his first time presenting gal with roses..... not bad not bad... in my lifetime.. i onli did twice... lol.... i guess i wont do it ani for the near future... cos i got other better ideas.... want to know wat is it? be my gf lor.. den u will know... WAT THE.... im getting so bu yao lian... waha.. just a stupid joke... 4give me... wahahaha
kip listening to zhang zhi chen's "heng xiang ni"...... feel so... empty.... this song reali can change my mood.... so decided to put it in my dear blog... dun kw leh... maybe bcos of this song make me cant sleep and kip thinkin.... i dun feel xing ku... but just... kip thinkin of stuff...
i guess u will onli reply my posting ba... hor concern.... so just wana ask u.... whether u will accept sm1, u dun reali haf feelings and u feel u haf nthn reali in common wif her, to be ur gf(if u r a guy) , but u feel, tat sm1 can be a very faithful gf, will u accept her and try out the relationship by giving her and urself a chance..? She is studying in University... and u r studyin in poly... the education gap... one year younger than u.... will u try out?
just dun kw y my mind pop this question mark out suddenly... haha... if ppl ask me this question.. i will know how to ans.... but now i ask myself.. i dun kw how to ans... haix... weird... i guess if im tat guy... i wont try out.... just too risky... isnt it... i dun wan to go into a question mark relationship... just dun wan the outcome to harm either parties... just wana hear ur comments, concern.... since u so nice,... always ther to reply my ke lian tagboard... hope u will reply asap....
another thought in my heart.... haix...when will mine come? haix.... if she is not attached now.... i guess i wont be so tong ku... y i tong ku? cos shes not happy with him... he din treat her well... how can i suppose to be happi for her?????? theres always limitations i can do to show that i care... i guess i m walking into another never came true... relationship again....
Whenever c her pics... happily smiling away wif her friends... i know deep inside her shes not reali happi at all... i dun kw... maybe im wrong... maybe i worse off than her current bf.... watever it is... haix.. dun kw wat to say........... all this song fault... wahhaa.... kip me thinking... but i not feeling terrible... just tat cant sleep.. rolling here and ther...
haix.. guess better turn in.. nid to wake up at 6 2ml.... 2ml will be a better day.....