❥Wednesday, July 20, 2005,7/20/2005 01:25:00 AM
❥A Brand New Day Is Always A Brand New Start
just know that some1 just say sumthing in my rants area
Well i should say, Im a guy who haf a lot in minds, but at times i dun kw hw to show it. maybe bcos, since young, me and sis nv share problems together, and now im facing this kind of situation where im in between my parents and sister. I could chose not to tok anithing abt my sis and listen to all the naggings from my parents. Being the eldest in the family is not easy.
Some more im a guy, theres more responsibility in me. I always tell myself to be the very best just as to show my siblings as an example. i m always learning from my buddy ever since p3.. how many years le.. 1,2,3,4,5,6,7,8,9,10.................. almost 11 years... he is also the eldest in the family, he is much a role example for me to learn... ALso AR!.... he MUST learn sumthing from me.... when try to speak out wat u wana say, dun guai wai muo jiao!!
last time make me fed up.... he say he got things wana tell me... den say halfway den say " actualli nthn la" ........... wah reali hate this... LOL.....
back to the siblings part.... Im always wrong cos im not influential in the good ways. most of the time, my siblings pick up my bad behaviours, and thus caused my parents to push all the blame in me. maybe nowdays my father seems to "dun care" abt me liao.. in the sense, he know i dun like to be said by ppl. so he cares in the heart. i know. same appiles to my mum... aniway, watever they did is wrong, its all my fault jiu dui le...
as for my sis... its not ez for kipping quiet and c my sis... blar blar blar... let her taste d medicine...
its a gd idea but wat happen when one day sumthing reali XXX happened to her... tat word is unlucky so i dun wan to say... she may learn her lesson. but how will my parents feel?? thats the most important thing... by the way im reali reali curious hu is that "concern"... do let me know... via sms k. cos maybe u r more understanding towards this chapter. maybe i hope i can call u and rants into ur ears... LOL ....As u said u been thru this chapter of life b4... please enlighten me... is that u margaret? hopefully my intuition is right....
aniway... just feel tat kind of hand writings looks like u... haha... haix.... shoo...
suddenly feel like writing down the top ten most romantic places i have been to.(sg and my and the skies of straits of malacca)
fountain of wealth(no doubt abt it, dun nid explain y)
My room(LOL, Y? cos its cozy with aromatic scents.. woo, tempted? -__-)
some part of pasir ris beach(the atmosphere with dim dim lights)
some part of east coast beach(the sound of waves is different ther if u reali go noticed)
Genting highlands park(cozy weather wif clouds surrounding u and the other)
SuperStar Virgo deck(not titanic of cos, its the wind and the stars at nite sky.. just imagine can liao, u will know wat i mean)
Kovan park(thou its haunted, bring back the time, cos i make some1 cry ther too!!!! maybe she scared or she is touched that time! LOL)
Istana park(near PS... hope i spell correctly, go at nite of cos, its dangerous ther too, so becareful.. cos got mosquitoes, extra....)
Last but not least.. hey hey... this is my secret place... cannot say... wu liao.... -__-
i know theres 2 places a lot of couples having affairs 1... i think most of the ppl know la.. mount faber ther lor.. and the memorial of the WW2 ther... always a lot of couples 1... hey hey... so its not romantic animore wif so many ppl ard...
i think im quite crazy now... i also dun kw y my mood change so quick... kao... near 2am liao... go dreamland find my future wife lo.....
i guess i need some scoldings and hopefully some one kick my ass up early 2ml morning and ask me to get on my life.. aniway i also dun kw wat am i toking abt now...