Remembered when i was young... i was so... playful... giving trouble to parents and grandma.... tat time was living wif grandma at Surin Ave. Was living together wif my 3rd aunt, small aunt, small uncle and 3rd aunt 2. big family in a 2 storey terrace house.

That time i was just born. den moved into ther. din haf the chance to live in the kampong where my father and they all used to live. sounds fun... but haven ever haf the chance. As im the first grandson of my grandma and grandpa. I was well.... pampered of cos...

i refresh my drawer and was flipping thru those pics of mine of the past. LOL.... i saw myself so cute. and saw 1 that i was wearing my cousin's dress.. omg... i wore a dress b4. as i grew older, went to sch... from nursery crying crying on the way ther. i dun kw y i kept crying. lol... kindergareden that time i nv shed a drop of tears. still remembered i also performed on the stage wif my friends during my kindergarden, dun think i haf the courage now.

the wierd thing is... ever i stepped into the primary sch. i cried again. dun wan to stay ther and kept pestering wana to go home. until.. 2 months i stopped crying. times reali flies. i can sense myself change from time to time. from playful to timid to mischeivious to emotional to ambitious of hu i am today. i guess i not totally ambitious as i am few months ago. mayb have some setbacks ba. causin me to maybe pause wat im actualli love doing.

Everyone haf dreams i guess. from young, police is my dream.... LOL... mayb thats y i chose npcc as my cca during sec sch reign. ever since poly, never seems to be that way.... i began to change into very very very emotional. i guess for those hu know me well. should know y. well its all past, after lessons learnt. the emo phil are not so emo in the bad side. hope to a comic drawer but not very standard la. interior designer but no qualified cert. lol.... love to be so many things. also love writing songs ever since sec 3... but after writing every piece i will just throw away. cos guess its all my past sad memories to kip by my side. wana be optimistic always ma. haha....

now the stress is all set on studies i guess. i cant continue building my dreams when im facing stress in studies.
Java, yes Java..... i guess im in the wrong course ever since i step into poly. IT is not reali my style. I prefered Interior Design or rather Business. well mayb not that time parents advice asked me not to get into design course so i gave up the idea. as for biz... mayb me no luck to get into it. wana go beach sia... long time nv go liao sia.... just need to some peace to calm my JAVA heart. haha.

aiyo studies... drop the topic. 2 major projet can make me ki siao liao. some more JAVA ENTERPRISE. sick of the word java. I tired to love it. but i just cant. Recently........... well... shant say here just in case. haha....
go watch superstar liao!