Whenever go out to crowded places... i always have this "" feeling.... meaning i dun kw how to describe... maybe see too many couples and being a monk for too long... well, i always console myself that they r not as sweet as wat i see.. many times i chose not to see lor.... but well... only people like me can understand ba... not all poeple will feel wat i feel.... at times i dun feel anithin.... but at times this kind of feeling just comes into my heart.

love always come when its the least unexpected. isnt it? many pursue hu they wan.... but never get wat they wan for once, twice, thrice or multiple times.....i guess life is always fair. maybe those tried nv tried hard enuff.. or just maybe fate nv come to them yet... or maybe they just slip pass sm1 hu is meant to be?

many people say they dun goes for looks... i totally disagree lor.. thou i said that.. but its to a certain extend.. looks come by when one sees some1 for the first impression. At the very first sight, u will either haf gd or bad feelings for the person.

this two and half years are quite a challenge for me... love life is always up and down. i guess its almost down all the time. Remembered there is 1 time, i totally lost faith in gals... Y? Hearing my buddy kana "toyed" by a gal until i reali feel soooo demoralised for him... I believe the buddy of mine is a very very gd future partner wanabe. Its just people just wana the best for them. and they keep picking on ppl bad points and thats y ther r so many single ppl out ther like me and my buddy.

No1 is perfect and thats for sure. Ppl can be perfect in one eyes when 1 feel he or she is. rgt? like when ur deeply fall in love wif sm1... u will most probably think he or she is the best in every aspects. love is a very special thing. Its special because no1 can define it. it comes in different defination under different point of views.

for me love dosen last. mayb not very true. the most important thing in a relationship is nevertheless, Communication. Can anyone imagine a 5 years dating couples haf no common interest and nothing to tok to each other. tats very sad. they r trapped in a relationship already. they are already used to each other accompany. and this many does misundertood it to be love. Im not saying all cases. im saying most...

read a lot of books. and got all these info. which i find its quite true. but reading all this dosen make me a perfect bf . its all info.... how info turns into knowledge, its another story. I at times reali hate playboys and rich boys hu flaunt their money and looks to attract the opposite sex. hurting them in the process. Maybe some gals are "obe" 1... but some r reali innocent gals... hu deserve better than that.

continue another day ba... wana chat in msn liao....