So tired.... After RAN nite.... See so many winners. Of cos i wana b one of them. Wat wana?! I MUST BE ONE OF THEM! NO Y! SIMPLY i WAN!
A successful person-> his mindset is set @ "I WILL GET WHAT I WANT!" Sounds greedy? not at all. After reading certain successful ppl's book, i know its true. Its not greedy. Its a goal to get sumthing u wan's mindset. If one cant haf this kind of mindset. Den 4get ur goal.

Its her again...... haix.... cant get over? mayb..... Sitting side by side in the car.... while her sis and her friend go to buy sumthing. thruout..... silence ....... ->since when phil becum so dumb? She was listening to her idol's ooi shi wei's lect.... Ya.. im impress by his lect too. Powerful speaker. great mind. no gd looks but young and aggressive. but she say him handsome! -_-... always gaga over him..... age 27 nia. so rich. monthly wif at least 20k of salary. Bull shit to u all? Well expected. I m more happi when more ppl dun believe! haha... dun ask me y...

I dun kw wat to say abt me and her. mayb just purely friends.... the first paragrah stuff obviouly cant put in here. im toking abt marriage and future. not love. i dun go for love for a long long time. I know it wont last. What most important is both can get along and get thru happily wif bliss. ppl say find those hu cant get along. thats their thinkin. I shant say they r wrong. only not my kind of thinkin after all the experience.

I cudnt say im very experience. i CAN say i know wat to do. From today, i know i must let my heart free to feel he or she wan to feel. heart no sex rgt? dun kw male or female. nvm... back to the point. Even She finds her love and i still waitng? i wont b sad. (ya like real) As long as shes happi. im glad.(sure will wif some sadness) Well all i can say is... Watever happen in the future i accepted it with heart. Of cos if its not wat i wan to see and hear. I will b sad. Its all natural. I m now more relax in this area. MAYBE LAH. LOL... c la.. heres my hesitation again. hohoho.....

LOVE? of cos marriage contains love la.. i just dun wan to elaborate further. But i believe true love does exist anyway. for those hu believe..... good good!!! keep it up... but dun hurt urself wor! for those hu dun believe.... AIYO...... mus try to believe somehow ma... want to be nun or monk r? dun say ya.... dun regret when u get old....... Last but not least.....
Let me say this to u.... cos i know u wont b reading this

I love u

Regards
phil