My first entry after half a year? duno... so long never write.... life goes up and down.... its been down so far so nv haf the mood to even write blog.... yest very qiao.... afternoon go sch.... bump into shirley... same bus.... den she shares wif me abt elken. so long never go back... near to 4 mths le ba... well.. never go back... mainly cos of studies ba....
im those kind where always focus deeply in 1 thing ..... as far as i know.... if i go back... my academic will surely kana affected.
the worst ting is.... i spottted xueyi, shirley's sis when im at bus too.. but this time she was outside bus.. seen her carried a lot of stuff.... probably Elken products....
at a young afe of 16!!! mind u! 16 ...... she already haf the vision of being 26 of a modern business woman... come on... i m telling it myself... im 19, here i am... playing maplestory.... slacking around... sleep.... never study..... man........Furthermore.. shes the 1.... hu im struggling wif for 2 years..... my ex.... had changed totally..... its time... mayb... its time....
After shirley shared wat she said in bus..... suddenly i wake up from all those bloody activities i haf been doing.... and start to write all the stuff i think abt... HERE! just to let myself read and read and wake me up!
No more old Phil......
Today is the completed change of me... myself.....